A Person Who Had Has Influenced Me ♥

He is taller than me and well-built. His sweet dark and have a sweet smile and a beautigul lips. His smile make me feel very peacefully and have a pair of slit eyed. He is Seventeen years old. He was born on thirteen of September. He is not same school with me.

I knew him throygh the cell phone. He took my number from ny friend and my friend he's friends too. 0n 8 Nov 2011, I was at Stadium Hang Jebat to watch a played football with my family.Suddenly, has one number and no name out of my phone. I'm very suspended and I want who he is and a few minutes I text him.When I text him, he introduce himself to me first. He told to me he is my friends on Facebook were wished my birthday on Facebook. I was surprised when he told me and I know who he is now.

After we know each other for two months, we opened relationship on 3 January 2012 at 11:53 p.m. I first met him when second week I was attented my class tuition on Sunday. Before I enter my class at 10:00 a.m, I met him first near the tuition center at cafe. When we met, most liked eat snacks like bread and a cup of tea and coffee while to talk idly.

Memories of times together never unforgettable is respective to check phone and he likes to sing a song whatever music to fill inside the cafe. His voices not bad, if not long time ago I closed my ears and said to stop singing and we liked to take photo together happily.

I has been one month since I met Farmi Adha. We have become inseparable. I have learnt to appreciate this man with a heart of gold, who leads a simple and humble life. When I approach him in an angry mood or sad he will sense it through my face was sombre and quickly to persuade me softly and tried to calm me and asked what my problem. After I already to story, I pour out everything my troubles to him. Then, he will advise me.

My relationship became closer with him has changed my perspective towrds life. H e has taught me that honesty, diligence, never forgot to God and always pray are important for success in actual examination SPM and our daily life. He is my mentor, my listener and my counsellor. He gives is advise freely and does not hesitate to scold me when I am in the wrong. However, he always told to me he will study hard and he did not want to be lazy for this year. I want myself and himself success together in our life and examination. 

The End ♥

My heart give to SPM

'' aaaahhh " , jerit hatiku kecemburuan.

Tengok sane sini berpasangan Ya ALLAH romanticnye diorang. Aku nak cari teman hidup susah kesian hati aku ni sering dipermainkan oleh makhluk adam yang dilahirkan daripada perut ibu dan berpijak di bumi  nyata ini . Dalam fb tngk rnai yang dh berrelationship. Dalam blog berlambak tayang bf kesayangan. aku ni asyik ngan diri aku je tade orang laen. Sushnye dunia sekarang ni, nak cari yang betol-2 cinta kita sayang kita setia ngan kita n terima kita seadanya tp akhlak pun kene bgus. Pengalaman aku bercinta mmg ade yang sayang aku tapi skjap je syg aku coz harap aku yang perfect  bila terjumpa sikit kekurangan aku, hati dia kepada aku makin pudar. Means dia tak terima ku seadanya laa kann .Sepanjang aku berkasih tak pernah yang kekal lama sbb.. NTAHLA. Aku dh srik pulak nak ber kasih-2 sayang ni, saket pale n ak risau hati aku akn sakit lagi, insayallah jodoh tak kemana.biarlaa aku single , freedom sikit hati aku. tiada paksaan.:) Buat mase ni hati aku hanya untuk SPM demi masa depan aku # FULLSTOP

IMiss n Hurt

Hey pada para blogger saya mintk maaf , saya membiarkan lama blog ini berhabuk,dh lme saya tak sentuh blog, bcoz tade ape yng nk disoseh-2kan .. hmm saya rindu laa kwn-2 4sc 2011 wani ='( . Terutama Syafiqah Azurah, n geng-2 wani. Kenangan form laa pling... NTAHLA. result pekse wani mcm ape kjap-2 fail.Sampai wani rase putus asa.

" aku tak boleh mcm ni , sampai bila aku nak mcm ni. aku tak suke tunjuk keputusan fail dpn my parent , aku kene berubah " , desis hatiku.

Abah aku dh marah-2 aku n sama ngan mak aku kenapa boleh jadi macam ni, aku hanya terpana melihat abah n mak aku dan tunduk malu kerana seorang kakak sulung tak boleh beri contoh yang terbaik kepada adik-2 aku . sorry ='(. abah mengingatkan aku satu ayt

" Bulan 4 2013 orang akan tanya keputusan kau ape ? " kata abah.

Aku mula tersedar dengan ungkapan itu. hati aku menahan sebak yang hendak dilepaskan lepaskan tapi tak boleh. Aku takut dengan ungkapan tu. Terngiang ngiang di fikiran aku. Aku takut orang akan bertanya kt aku if my result is hurt to everyone n loook down to me.

Tahun 2012 demam SPM . aku bercita-2 nak jadi orang berjaya didunia malah di di akhirat juga .Amin...~.aku akan usaha tangga kejayaan.Wani nak lulus dAlam SPM. I don't want people surrounding look down to me , my parent , my family  because only my result not satisfactory. =')

Saya Anak MALAYSIA !!!

hye semua !!!  aku nk crita sama kamu semua ari isnin (15.8.2011) epy b`semangat nyayi lagu patriotik sama member2 4sn..thanx uat aku epy, lagi2 kwn ak ni Ochie Arikaa ,ak syg kau chubby hehehe..pas2, ni sblum nyayi lagu,cikgu bukhari photgrapher sekolah,tbe2 cikgu panggil ak untuk amek gmbr pergghh ak dh malu.smua orng2 mase 2 tngh dngr ucapan drpd principal, dye suh ak posing angkat bendera,ap ag ak posing jela buat selamber derk amek gmbr..smua orng pandng ak mmg ta ley bla r..jdi model r bhai !!! after that dye pnggil kwn ak plak Ochie ,ak ngan dye kene amek gmbr mmg ta ley lpekan la..

Zavinnah n Atikah

Syahirah n Ochie

Nomenk n Azlina

Fadhilah. Dyorang mmg ta ley d`pisahkan 

 sempat lagi posing kan

Sahabat
i love u damn much !!!

my heart was melt just had seen that people ..

ske gler ngan bdx dorang ni..

Raey Estelle

Fared Danish

coklat cupcake

nk tau i ngan mummy i uat cupcake for open fasting ..haha ptotny buat mse dh nk raye..ala ni just try2 je...but

 cupcake delicius damn much gler :D

wani yang buat:D

epy tau wani pandai uat cake

azurah n wani gler doe

       

                             

hahaha gler je kan video ni sebenarnye dh lme just x update je..klajar je..n mse ni mke ak mmg cm bdo2 je..nmpk burok sngt..